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  While trying to dissuade her thoughts she wants to grab him, touch him, but it was a task in vain he is too far away in bed.

  He holds her firmly and with an incredible softness at the same time – it is this firmness and softness that makes her lose in him - she realized right there while they were still having sex.

  JP gets up suddenly and puts up on his knees and takes Carolina along, turning her firmly but yet gently adopting dog style effortlessly taking her again in this position.

  Carolina had her arms and face pressed against the duvet. The duvet was so soft and had a divine smell of lavender.

  He didn’t deny having the energy to continue on with the same energy as before, and she moves to meet JP’s stiff and hard erection, his movements are too fast, carnal and primitive forcing Carolina to explode again, JP explodes with her.

  Falling of exhaustion, they were all sweaty next to each other, hugging and ending up spooning silently between holding hands on hands and caressing each other's bodies.

  They stayed in silence for about 10 minutes; Carolina didn’t know what to say, so she chooses to continue in silence.

  She was still in a trance, what just happened seemed so unreal, so unreasonable, she didn’t know what to think, she had her thoughts in turmoil and the head spinning thousand per hour.

  This was a complete mess and she predicted trouble about to come.

  JP remained silent as well, stroking Carolina’s body with one hand and the other intertwining his fingers in her fingers.

  Carolina won courage and turned to look at him and tried to say something, but she couldn’t speak and stayed in silence. He looked at her with his serious face and took his hand to caress her legs, going up ending in her hair, stroking her hair, trying to compose it taking a lock of her face. His fingers ran gently over her hair, he repeated the process for a few minutes in silence looking at her.

  No one had stirred in her hair like JP what doing right now, Carolina felt so good and special for a brief moment.

  Carolina laid her head on JP sweaty chest, until then she had not realized he was a man who had a hairy and soft chest; he had large and defined shoulders too.

  What a delight - She thought.

  Playing with his hairy chest, she feels the impulse to kiss his sweaty chest, tasting his sweetness, smelling him. She never had a man who smelled like him, it wasn’t the sweat or perfume, but it was something manly, alpha, and powerful or was it the so-called testosterone that was so unique just to her?! She was trying to figure it out.

  She just knew it was distinctive.

  Usually Carolina was a strong and confident woman, but right now with him, she found herself feeling weak, fragile and tiny.

  They spent a few more minutes caressing each other and JP looked at the clock saying he had a dinner appointment; she understood what he wanted to say to her and asked if she could take a quick shower before leaving, he said yes.

  When she was passing from the bedroom into the bathroom, there was a key of a car on the top of the small wall separating the tub sink; she saw that the keys said the car brand.

  It was from a Range Rover.

  If Carolina was already in a state of trance with everything that was happening now she really was in shock and took a mere moment looking at the keys.

  Would it be possible?! No, it couldn’t be...he is not...it’s not him for sure...

  She had a quick shower, when she returned to the bedroom JP was still lying on the bed, filled with courage she lay down briefly to kiss him again on the chest, he had such a unique smell, so intoxicating, so good.

  He caressed her body, touching gently her breasts saying:

  “You have such sexy boobs.”

  Continuing caressing along her body, repeating on her legs and thighs saying at the same time they were very sexy.

  He finds me sexy – Thought Carolina feeling good with herself.

  JP rose slightly to stand leaning on his elbow to look at Carolina in the eye and said:

  "You know we had sex without protection right? You don’t know me but I'm clean I do tests regularly and I didn’t had sex for long and what about you?"

  Invisible waves kept coming against Carolina, hitting her hard with this information in her mind. She was only able to say that she had no sex for long time, she had done tests afterwards and everything was fine.

  Then he changed suddenly the subject, he knew he needed to lighten up the atmosphere as well:

  "Am I too different from what you saw in the pictures I’ve sent you?"

  Carolina could only shake her head as a no, she was speechless, she didn’t know why, she couldn’t speak to him, it was like her brain had stopped.

  JP continued:

  "I told you via message I would like to help you, tell me how can I make your life better?"

  She was confused, Carolina’s remembered the messages, but never thought that he was really serious about it.

  Not knowing what to answer him, because no man she had asked her something like that before, but she knew that men have to feel useful and validated for a woman.

  However that made no sense, they wouldn’t probably see each other again so what was the point?! Was he trying to figure out if she's desperate for something in particular or if she is a gold digger?!

  "I'm a man who knows a lots of people, I can help you, just let me know what do you need"

  Insisted JP trying to convince Carolina to open her mouth and say something.

  She knew she needed to answer something, but she didn’t know what. She ended up only thanking him and promised to let him know if she needed anything she would ask him for help.

  For her surprise he added:

  "I would like to see you again; I want to be with you 3-4 times a week. Are you available for me? How about meeting again this Saturday?"

  Carolina was far from finding that this date would have a second one, this is the strangest date ever, she was astounded by JP’s proposal, she could only say to him:

  "I would love too."

  She got up from the bed, still trembling from the great sex they just had. She was still having this unexplained feeling provoked by his presence that made her feel vulnerable, exposed and tiny.

  She just wanted him not to notice how she felt that moment, avoiding eye contact she dressed without looking at him, trying to focus on her task.

  Once finished, she was ready to leave, he came next to her looking her in the eyes and kissing her lips, she instinctively put his hand behind his neck lacing his fingers in his hair kissing him back and saying to him without knowing why :

  "Thank you"

  He replied

  "I hope you enjoyed"

  She said a bit embarrassed

  "It was good, yes"

  He smiled slightly and said

  "Let’s see next time will be much better."

  Carolina didn’t know where she would hide, she just had the best sexual experience of her life and he thought it was just good, when it was the best sex she ever had.

  Carolina, you stop talking nonsense immediately and go away from him now, before it gets worse - said a little voice inside her.

  When she went down the stairs, JP answers the phone and is talking about where he was, Carolina doesn't know whether to wait for him or just go down and wait downstairs for him.

  She waited a little bit, as he continued talking on the phone, as seemed to be work so she decided to go down the stairs, waited a few more minutes, but he didn’t came down.

  She opened slowly the door to go out of his house, closing it behind her.

  Walking down the street to the bus stop as fast as she could, she only slowed down when she knew that JP couldn’t she her from the window. Because she wasn’t sure if he was still on the phone or was perhaps looking over the window just to make sure that she was leaving.

  Carolina was now walking slowly without realizing all the traffic on the road, she couldn’t hear the noise of the city, unaware people who
passing through her, her mind was still assimilating everything what happened in the last hours.

  She couldn’t believe what had just happened, she'd had the best sexual experience of her life and met most likely the man of her life, she could feel it, but she couldn’t believe it.

  Carolina and JP unique goal before they meet was having sex and the possibility of a second date was highly unlikely, as they never talked about that.

  But now she was so confused and wasn’t sure if see him again was a good idea, but after all they had agreed a new meeting.

  He wants to see her again, and she can’t stop thinking that she wants to see him too.

  All what was happening to Carolina was new to her, and once again, never in her life a man had asked to be together with a fixed date immediately after they had sex.

  All men Carolina met in the past, they left a few days or even weeks to return their contact.

  But JP was different, he was determined, assertive, he was an alpha male who doesn’t let go away what he wanted and when he wanted.

  He emanated a power of domination over her that she had never felt from any man.

  Was it this time that she could have a relationship that could finally end in marriage? – She tried unconsciously looking into a future with him; no it wasn’t possible; after all they had agreed that it would be just sex.

  She was confused, she felt lost, lost in him, she knew as soon she felt the way he touched her he was a dangerous mined field for her, she feels so attracted to him, that she thinks she’s already in love with him, and she only met him for a few hours.

  Is it possible to fall in love with someone in two hours? - She thought frightened.

  Was it love at first sight?

  What will he think of it after they had met the way they did, they had been together just for sex, will he like her the same way she liked him?

  Will she ever have a chance with him?

  Carolina hoped so, after all he invited her to be together again, if he hadn’t liked her he wouldn’t certainly ask to meet again.

  But does he just want sex again or would be there the possibility to build something together?

  Inside the bus on her way home, she puts the headphones with music, she puts the sound as loud as she could bare, she didn’t want to think more about what had just happened in the last hours.

  She wanted and needed a distraction; she needed to get through the latest developments, but not now.

  Before bedtime she had a shower, and even after the long shower she continued to smell him in her body and it was so good.

  She falls asleep as she could still smell him around her. And she dreamed of him.

  Chapter 2

  It had started like any other day, without any notice.

  Carolina lives in England, which is famous for always being cloudy and cold, but today was a day of spring and the sun dawned joy and warmed the soul of those who lived and visited London.

  Decided to take a walk in the centre of London on her day off she just loved long walks along the river.

  She moved from Estoril, a small town southwest Lisbon in Portugal to London three years ago with their two sons. She considered herself a lucky woman to have managed to find in a busy city like London a job she loved.

  The company she worked in Portugal had closed but had important partners in London, who had for long time an eye in Carolina’s work, and when the company in Portugal closed they invited immediately Carolina to work with them in marketing in a construction company.

  After the first year of work, her work was recognized and therefore the Marketing Director chair was available for her. Now she was running successfully her own department developing marketing strategies for the company's new projects.

  This work was all that Carolina had aspired to achieve for herself, and got it with her own hard work.

  Professionally he was an accomplished woman.

  Carolina’s sons were 18 and 20 years old. The youngest was Leo; he was shyer than his brother, proving to be more intellectual and introverted.

  While Alex was more social, he had always a very unique perspective on subjects who interested him and was very wise when it came to decisions, he always had a nice comment to do to any person with whom he spoke.

  Carolina knows he would make a good leader one day.

  Supporting her in all decisions she made in life, her sons are her best friends and she is very proud of them.

  When Carolina decided to live in London, they never objected and adapt immediately to the London environment, although sometimes complaining that they missed the sun and the beach, but mostly about friends they had left behind, even speaking with them religiously every day via skype, whatsapp or on facebook sometimes was not enough, they needed to spend time together, and that’s what they did at any chance they had.

  Carolina was 43 years old, she likes to exercising regularly to keep fit was a daily goal for her, to feel good with herself. She was medium height, fair complexion; her face already noticed some aging marks but nothing very clear, light brown almond eyes with a long eyelashes, and brown straight hair falling on her back.

  The outlined body still looked young, propositional breasts to her body stand out, small waist, elegant legs, and small hands with slender fingers. She looked better than many 20 years old girls.

  She loved having always her nails in red colour, that’s why she had regularly manicure it with red gel lack, she loved the final effect of doing them professionally, to last longer and brighter than normal.

  She was divorced for eight years and after the divorce her priority was always her kids.

  She had in the past some relationships, but nothing that made her think to marry again with another man.

  Since she had arrived in London she had only one boyfriend, he was Norwegian, seven years older, he worked in the fashion area; he owned a clothing chain stores around UK. As a traditional Norwegian, he was tall, blonde, light blue eyes, with a beautiful smile; he was always very relaxed in his life, very polite to her and those around him.

  Although Nils was already 50 years old, he had the aspect of a mature, elegant and charming model just jumped out of a magazine.

  They had an excellent relationship while it last and they understood each other very well in all aspects, but there was no passion from Carolina’s side.

  Almost a year later, Carolina still didn’t feel passionate about Nils, but he had fallen in love for her.

  He decided it was time to give one step forward, inviting Carolina to live with him.

  Carolina breaks up because she was not in love and she couldn’t live with a man without being in love.

  Two years passed by and she was still alone since then, although she tried to go out and have fun with friends whenever she was invited, but there was never more than a dinner, a drink in a bar or going to the cinema with some friends. There was never a special friend because she just didn’t give anyone the chance to move further.

  As ridiculous as it could be in a city like London, there was no man who had stand out in Carolina’s eyes, to make her shake of desire for him to move to a relationship or have simple a short adventure.

  She was just looking for butterflies in her stomach, for uncontrolled desire and losing herself in him.

  Sometimes she finds herself thinking that she will never fall in love again making her feel empty of feelings, she thought that it was better starting focusing living just for their children and future grandchildren, seeing mentally her dedication helping raising one day her grandchildren.

  The idea was not bad at all, but she wanted more, she wanted someone by her side. She misses closing her eyes being he the last person she sees in the evening and the next day he being the first person she will sees when she opens her eyes again.

  She still feels young and full of energy in her life, but time is fast and unforgiving, she feels that the time she is alone she is wasting years of life, she doesn’t enjoy life to the fullest alone.<
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  Other thoughts come through her mind, which she would end up more likely living alone with a cat instead of having someone by her side that could discover the world with her travelling, sharing activities they liked to do together or simply enjoy each other's staying at home.

  What troubled Carolina was the idea ofbeing alone, falling asleep and waking up alone.

  Today was another day like any other day - she thought stepping into her favourite snickers, the ones for long walks, she made a ponytail to prevent the hair fall over her face while she walks. She went down in the elevator from the tenth and last floor and out was she of the building.

  She couldn’t avoid stopping for a few seconds and contemplate the view that she has from the building entrance, she saw always the same MI6 building opposite the road. There it was the majestic and solid building that for many people only thought existed in the James Bond movies, but the building is real.

  MI6 is known to have agents outside the country, Carolina was used to see the building on a daily basis and felt a shiver at the thought that most likely would have already crossed more than once with a secret agent, as secret and adventurous as James Bond in his movies.

  The building was also known as "Lego Land" because of its unique appearance in a combination of reinforced concrete blocks and green tinted windows, looking blocks on top of each other due to their imposing appearance it didn’t passed unnoticed to anyone.

  Ironically a building of secret agents that should be discreet and secret, was the worst kept secret of England and the whole world knew where it was, including their enemies.

  Tourists were no exception, they knew the building and they wanted to see the building with their own eyes while their stay in London, and a tour around the building to take pictures was their amusement, without realizing that it is forbidden taking photos of the building and often when the police approach the tourists, they were required to delete the photos.

  When Carolina told people where she lived and the building beside her, everyone thought she was well protected, but the reality was very different, the building was under attack with some frequency.